Puisi Superman..=p

"orang yg memendam perasaan cenderung menghidap kanser....

orang yg cepat marah cenderung menghidap sakit jantung.."..(ustaz hasrizal pade status fb..)

haha..sy terasa sy ni bakal kene kanser nih..hahah...kanser apekah??..huhu...bahaye..bahaye...xmaula....

"i just need someone who really care about me....it's ok if his not beside me...

but i hope that his always remember me..always think about me...

i feel so sad when i'm not in a good mood...and i hope his always there for me...

when i have a problem...i want him to be my superman...haha.. "

can i have someone like this??

-sakura'shiken-

tak tau la nape bile nk mencurah perasaan ni kene speaking plak...cm malu la plak nk ckp melayu...nanti jd ayt geli geleman....hahha...

"i really need someone who can understand me...

someone who can accept me the way i am..

someone who can be my listener..

someone who always love me like i always love him.."

can i wish someone like this??

-sakura'shiken-

forgive me if my English is not so good....haha...teruknye...teringat bos ckp "org kt blkg(worker) tu sume tak pandai bhs inggeris"...eleh mcm bos terer bhs melayu...haha...

"i want happiness like the others..

u jump...i jump...."

can i have someone like this?...

=p...

-sakura'shiken-

tp bkn bunuh dirila...haha...sy slalu terpkir...tak nak mati sorang2...nak mati dgn org yg tersayang....kalo cmni takdela masing2 rase kehilangan...masing2 rase kesunyian...

dan...

sy tau pemikiran cm ni membuatkan kite lupe tentang qada' dan qadar Tuhan...bertentangan dgn ajaran islam...

Ya Allah...ampunkanla dosa hamba Mu ini...

yang mungkin tidak layak menjadi hamba Mu...

"i really need someone who can share his thought to me..

i really need someone who can explain to me when i'm not understand...

i really need someone who's not only as my lover..

but also as my best friend,

as my companion,

as my healer,

as my mechanic,

as my electrician,

as my organiser...and...

as my....everything..."

is that to much to wish someone like that?

-sakura'shiken-

hahha....ade yg melampau kt situ...4-5 words kt atas tu curik ayt org..sape ntah forward kat sy...hahah...

i hope that one day....my wish will come true...

Model time...

model time....hahhaa....letih jgk menukar2 baju nih....

lokasi: dlm bilik....slmbe je dlm keadaan bersepah.....teruk benar perangai!!....jgn tiru tabiat ini...

mase : 8-9mlm-19nov'09

jurugambar: ina_smilealwayz..hahah...

pakaian ditaja oleh: sakura'shiken & ina_smilealwayz....

kamere ditaja oleh: hasmira abu bakar....syg slalu...heheh...

tujuan: suka suki utk yg teristimewa....

gaye 1...diajar oleh jihah mase kt ofis.....

gune gaye yg same...tok guru ajr satu gaye je....lupe nk mintak tips lagi...heheh...

dpt kamere dh x kire dh iron dgn telekung tergantung kt blkg tu....

gaye tersendiri....ok x?

heheh....

and last but not least.....peace....V..

blurr la gmbr ni ina.....kurang comel wajah i...hahaha....

chocolatei kukusto...

"syirah, ok tak...angah bg syirah 90sen utk syirah nye birthday...1thn 10sen...9thn 90sen..."

"angah ni...jahatla...."...tarik muke masam....

HAHAHAHAHA...srnk btol kenekan syirah...

disbbkan bln ni tak berape cukup budget nk beli kek utk syirah...jd sy pn sediakanla chocolatei kukosto........dgn syirah sbg pembantu istimewa...x bg tlg kan...merajuk plak.....

hari ni mls nk tls pnjg2...so tgkla gmbr2 kt bwh ni...

gmbr awl2 xde...sbb lupe nk ambik gmbr....

gambr ni dh stage separa akhir sbb sume bhn telah dimasukkan

kacau...kacau...kacau......smpai sebati....

nyum....nyum.....

k....siap sedia utk dikukus....

oh...dh siap.....tnpe mekap...setelah kukus hmpir 3jam setengah...lame btol....

dan setiap setengah jam syirah akan tanye...

"angah....kek dh masak?"....hahah....

muke gembire syirah bile kek dh siap...hepi birthday syirah....lps ni xdela die kate die blum darjah 3.....hahaha...exam dh hbs...tp masih ngaku darjah 2...so...hari ni...tak lagi...

kek telah diagih agihkan utk anak2 jiran sblh rmh...

"angah...cpt ngah...tangkap gmbr syirah tgh makan...."

k....habis.....entry yg plg simple dan skejap.......hahahaha....

nasib baikla syirah gembire...huhu....thn lepas dh sediakan kek besar dan birthday party...

pengakuan jujur

br bbrp ari lepas...en.yus dpt anak permpuan....anak sulong....si milah namanya...hahaha....(jahat ak gelak kan anak org....).....name diberi actually widad kamilah....tp si datuknye memanggil milah....org tuela katekan....nostalgia bnr....hahah...

dan td........

kak mira: "comel kan shiken anak en.yus?"

sy: ______________________sunyi tiade jwpn_________________

hmm...ni salah satu sifat sy.....yg sy xtau nk kate sy ni btul2 x suke bdk ke....atau mmg memilih bdk.....hahaha....ntahla....sy ni sbnrnye x pandai nk tgk bayi....bg sy sume bayi yg br lahir...same je muke die.....sy x reti nk kate comel ke x....sbb dr mate sy, sy nmpak biase......dan sy blom bleh nmpk bdk tu...ikut muke si ayah...atau si emak.....

dan sy ni pn....mmg jenis yg jujur....kalo org tanye...comel ke x budak tu.....sy akan diam kalo sy rase x comel...dan kadang2 bleh terlalu jujur sebut "tak"....kalo sy rase x comel......haha...melainkan sy sndr yg kate bdk tu comel......tp dlm kes anak en.yus tu.....rasenye comel kot sbb mak bapak die comel............hahaha(ayat cover)....

kadang2 bdk yg pipi tenbam pn sy rase x comel.......sy x tau nk jwp ape kalo org tanye "bdk tu comel kan....."....nak kate tak comel kan...terase plak org yg bertanye tu lbh2 lg kalo bdk tu anak buah die atau anak die......huh....sori to say la.....jgnla harap sy kate comel melainkan kalo perkataan itu kluar sndr dr mulut sy.....

ok istilah comel bg sy....

1st...mmg tgk dr muke bdk tu....kalo mate sy mmg nmpk bdk tu comel.....perkataan comel mmg sentiase kluar dr mulut sy...smpai org pn rimas dgr....dan sy mmg jenis tgk smpai x berkelip kalo sy btol2 jumpe bdk comel......dan setiap bdk yg sy tgk tu...pasti die akan perasan sy pndg die...hahha....dahsyat btol sy tgk org.....

penah mase kat matrik sy jumpe bdk comel....sbnrnye bkn bdk pn....sebaye sy jgk....bdk permpuan ni mmg sy suke tgk...sbb comel...setiap kali sy jumpe die kat cafe...mesti sy tgk die....last2 mmg die perasan....dan yg peliknye....setiap kali sy pndang die...mesti die pn tgh pndang sy.....then...suatu ari tu...sy berkenalan dgn die...sy pn x ingt ape name die dan cm mane sy bleh borak ngn die....dan yg pastinye sy bgtau kat die.....

"perasan x sy slalu pndang awak?.."

"hmm....prasan jgk kdg2 tu....knp?"

"...sbb sy suke tgk awk.....awk ni comel...."

"yeke.....kebetulan...sy pn suke tgk awak jgk...sbb awak pn comel..."

HAHAHAHAHAHA...bes btol bile comel jumpe comel...perasan hbs dah....hahhahah...

2nd....dr telatah kanak2 usia setahun-5thn......mmg perangai bdk2 time ni sy suke tgk..sbb nmpk comel dan funny.....funny sbb dr care diorg berckp......dr care diorg berjalan...dr care diorg memandang....dan sumela...mmg sy suke bdk2 yg mule nk bertatih......kadang2 bdk2 yg saya rase x comel pn bleh jd comel bile tgk telatah diorg yg funny.....

cam anak makcik sy....actually mmg comel pn bdk ni....cume sy ni jenis x suke bdk kot.....pantang bdk tu menangis ke nakal ke sy akan marah bdk tu smpai mate die x berkelip pandang sy...HAHAHAHAHA.....sy tau sy jahat...tp sy suke tgk mate die x berkelip bile sy marah die....dan akhirnye sy mengaku mmg bdk ni comel...cume die agak nakal dan panas baran...pantang kene sket ngn kakak die ke...atau ape yg die nk tak dapat...mesti tangan die cari something utk baling...cawan kat rmh sy pn dah berape kali pecah dibaling bdk sorang nih...pandai plak tu bukak almari ambik cwan yg mak sy simpan buat lepas geram....huh...geram btol tgk.....br setahun umur...dah panas baran...ai...menakutkan bile besar nanti nih....

3rd...comel dr segi saiz.....kalo bdk ni nmpk kecik...mmg comel la...dah kecik kan...xkan comot kot....dan...mgkn la kot....mgkn...... sy akan kate comel sbb die kecik...bkn sbb muke ke ape ke...sbb cm sy kate td...sy x bleh nmpk lagi muke bayi tu comel ke x.....jd kalo comel pn sbb die kecik....

hmm...this is me......mgkn setengah orang akan kate sy ni pelik kalo cite rase sy x same ngn org lain.....just anggap jela sy ni salah seorg makhluk Tuhan yg berbeze dr org lain.....rambut same hitam...hati lain-lain....serupe jgk kalo kate....rambut same hitam...mate lain-lain kan...hahah...jgn terasela kalo jumpe org yg x same pendapat ngn anda2 sume..huhu....

en.harimau

today's life.....cm biasela...pg2 gi ofis...kluar rmh 8.30 pg....smpai ofis 8.45.....mmg pekerje terhebat alaf ini...HAHAHA...arkitek lg awl.....i kan anak bos....lewat 15min tu...bleh consider lg.....time rehat plak...mesti ontime....kalo x jusco.....giant.....carrefour...sekitar taman melati.....huh.....mmg disitula arah yg dituju....pulang plak...sentiase lewat....jarangla awl.....tu sbb i ambik kesempatan ari2 dtg lewat...brla fair n square.....HAHAHA...................tak...tak....mmg sy yg lmbt sbnrnye......actually lembap kot....bangunla awal cmne skali pn....kalo x pkol8....xnknye mandi.....

but ari ni....i blk awl....lgpn en.harimau half day...xlehla nk mengaum kat sy...HAHA....sy xtaula nape en.harimau tu suke sgt cr sy...nak kate xde org len...ramai je lg....nak kate sy dgr ckp....melawan jgk kdg2 tu....nak kate sy bijak ye kot...nak kate sy comel pn memang ye pn....HAHAHA...pendek kate sume keje die cr sy...almaklumla sy pekerje yg tangkas dn berwibawe.....sbb tula die suke.....bile blk lewat pn x byk kerenah.......dan sbb tu jgkla die suke....

tp esok...en.harimau adela.....en.harimau ni lg workaholic....mmg sgt2 workaholicla.....cuti plak sentiase burn....sakit ke...sihat ke....mesti dtg ofis...ckpla nk cuti mcm mane pn...mesti nmpk muke die kt ofis tu.....huh...x best btol.....kalo die kate x msuk ofis....janganla sekali2 percaye....org mcm ni....xkan cuti nye.....mesti nmpak nyela batang hidung die tu...ai~~~~x tenteram hidup sy ni.....huhu....

harimau harimau pn....baik gak kengkadang........kengkadang jela....hahahah...ikut mood btol laki sorg nih.....lg moody dr perempuan....huhu....awak2 sume....jgnla jd laki yg emosional....tension ofismate.....

disbbkan mood harimau yg sentiase moody ni membuatkan sy rase nk berhenti on d spot....slalu sgt nk cr gaduh ngn sy...mmg nk kene nih...tp bile sy dh start naik angin...die ckp elok2....prasan jgk rupenye ye..hahaha...tibe2 sy jd bersalah bile die ckp lembut ngn sy...hihi...tau takot....kalo xde i ni...sape lg nk tlg en.harimau...setahun jagung sy ni pn...b'gune jgk kan....hahahaha....

okla......xtaula nk tls ape arini....hihi......mate sy nmpk udang dh nih....nk mimpi udang mlm ni...hahah...

dialog variasi 11/11

"mak....td kwn syirah ckp...ayh die x jd buat ari jadi syirah......die nk gi sabah"....HAHAHAH...i dh ckp....sape die smpai org nk celebrate birthday utk die....HAHAH...kesian...(jahat punye kakak!!)....."tp nanti kawan syirah bg hadiah ari isnin ni....."...HAHAHAH...sy gelak lg....sy ngn mak tgh tgk catalogue tupperware...die plak duk pot pet...pot pet....x henti2 berckp.....ei...mls btol mau lyn....bile sound plk...die buat muke....."ei.... nk berckp pn x boleh"....HAHAHAHA...

"mak...boleh x mak....syirah nk buat ari jadi kat sek?..".....

"x bleh...byk nk gune duit nanti nk bukak sek".....

hdavugrfjaheni....ntah ape die ckp lg.....mls nk ambik tau...x pntg....

mase kt bilik plak....cm biase.....

"angah ni....hari2 bukak internet...bosanla....syirah nk main jgk"......

"sibok ar...gi men jauh2..."....HAHAHAHA...

"angh...tabung haji ngah....tabung haji...".....(menjerit dr jauh....semate2 nk tgk org kt mekah....)....pastu terkedek-kedek dtg kat sy..."angah, syirah nk tgk kt internet...pasal tabung haji tu...die ade bg web ape ntah...nanti syirah tgk"...."ish, x boleh!!"....."ala.........."

.....sibuk btol si syirah ni.......die ingt kalo tgk tv/astro/internet.... pasal haji...leh nmpak tok cek die...mengarutla syirah ni.......HAHAHAH...

**atuk sy kt mekah sejak bln umrah lg.....4bln kt sane....

tp ari ni...sy bg can kat syirah gn kmptr......die suke dgr lagu...bkk youtube buffer video....pastu menari...buat gaye deejay....amboi2....srnk!!

sy plak....mmg dh xtau nk buat ape...mcm xde tujuan dh nk bukak internet....cm xde bende menarik yg nk dibuat.....nk ym......xde plak org nk ym...teman se'game'....busy plak...xnkla kacau die study....lgpn sape sy ni...sy bkn gf die nk mengacau......nk ym org tu plak.........T________________T

jd smbil2 'buang mase'...sy mengunyah chewing gum....sbb sy rase kan...pipi sy tenbam sebelah....HAHA....asyk mengunyah belah kiri je.....jd nk balance...try kunyah blah kanan plak....=p

kesan sy kunyah chewing gum selame berbln2 lamenye....mmg kurang tenbamla pipi sy ni....cm best je exercise dgn mkn......tpkan.....ade ke care nk kurangkan berat bdn dgn care mkn mknn yg sedap2....ikut suke hati je...ade ke???...HAHAHA.....best btol diet dgn care mkn.....mkn dgn hati suka....bestnye...best...best.....

cnfirm sy kurus segere dgn diet care makan....sy jenis yg cpt gemuk dan cpt kurus...'pujian' dr kak mira....HAHAHAHA....

***prasan x?....sy asyk gelak je....prasan x?....tula sy sbnrnye...mmg kalo be'ckp smbil sengih2....

dulu pn penh ade kawan tanye..."knp ko ni kalo ckp mesti sengih2?"....."ntah....inila ak".....tpkan..rugi x ckp......"ak kan comel...tu sbb suke sengih"....HAHAHA...prasan!!!

***dan prasan x?.....sy suke tls mcm2 dgn variasi byk2...HAHAHA...biase la....inila sy....!!sume bende nk ckp.....like younger sister like sister...HAHAHAHAHA....

penghargaan x diiktiraf

mau buat keje!!...mau buat keje!!....i'm workaholic...i know...i know.....mmg sy ni rajin tersgtla rajin...blk rmh pn still ingt keje....fuh....rugila mane2 company yg tolak i.....hahha......sy nk puji diri sndiri jgk....peduli ape.....i no wu i'm.....bile dh start keje....mmg concentrate gile...blk plak sentiase lewat...dtg jgk sentiase lewat...HAHAHAHAHA...mmg rugila mane2 company x ambik....(ayt seorg penganggur..haha)...sy rajin....dgrla wahai sekelian alam.....sy mmg rajin....(kak mira mmg tension kalo bc ni...die jeles sy rajin...hihi)....

tp...mlm ni sy peningla plak....berjemur hujan siang td.....smpai ke mlm pening.....sy nk cite jgk kat sini....x kisahla org kate ape.....ini blog sy....hati sukala....at least sy bkn jenis yg suke membebel.....sakit sikit bising....sakit sikt bising...rimasla ngn bdk tu.......dhla siang td kene dgr ceramah bos.....

"ilmu itu fardu kifayah"...(tau)

"die duk sblh awk.....awk ajarla ape yg patut...biarla die ambik mase....seminggu ke...2minggu ke....sbb keje ni x pntg...."(eleh......mcm sy x ajr.....dh ajr smpai naik rimas....bende yg same asyk nk kene ulang....bile tanye plak pd org yg tiade kaitan...cmne nk tlg...huh...mls btol la awk ni.....)

"sy xnk org kluar dr ofis ni die ckp...ofis x bg peluang....biar die x blaja ape2 sbb die mls....die sndr....bkn sbb ofis.."(sy dh buat muke dh time...)

**(jwp dlm hati...i brani menjwp dpn bos...tp dlm hati jela....hahahha)

u no wat......sy mmg geram jgk ngn bos yg x brp tau psl die ni....xlehla ckp xtau lgsg...w/pn nmpk mcm xtau ape...HAHAHA...kalo bkn sbb die sndr xkan sume org geram...sume ok....bkn sy je....ok stop...ni x pntg....lbh2 plak sy nih...hihi....

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i want 2 tell all of u about this.....

sy menulis sbb seseorg.......sbb die yg suruh sy tls blog....die ok...die....tepuk utk die...tepuk2...yeay!!!..sbb die srh.....

sy pn xtau ape yg bes nye.....die kate die suke bace.....eleh....sy taula awk nk tau pasal sy kan...eleh...mengaku jela....tp sy pn nk tau gk ape awk buat.......x acila..

yg ke-2....(hahaha....td kate sbb die...)

sy suke bc blog kawan sorg tu....agak bes...lawak...pastu sy slalu cite kat die....smpai die ckp....'awk tlsla jgk...bg sy bc'...sy ingt awk ckp ni....awk lupe siap!!

yg ke-3...

sbb sy nk bgtau sape2 yg sudi bc....hehe...(cm sedey plak)...ttg life sy....perasaan hati sy.....emosi sy....mood baik ke x baik ke...hahhaa....sume yg ade kaitan ngn mood la...atleast..blog ni dijdkn tempat luahan hati kasih syg menyayang apela gelila....hihi....(bc dgn satu harakat).....mcm diari jgkla....nanti dh tue leh bc...huhu...kalo umur pnjgla.......dan mcm wasiat jgk(aik mcm rase mati awl plak...hahhaha...gile!!)

dan selebihnye....i want u 2 know dat.......i'm waiting 4 ur comment...HAHAHHA.....tak..tak....tak...

cptla blk....nk jln2....bosan...xde sape nk jln ngn sy...hihi...dan bile ina asyk ajk kluar...mlsla plak...hbsla duit sy....i budget duit...x cukupla..nk bwk jln bdk2 tu....lgpn mane leh bwk sorg...kene bwk 3org tu...hbsla sy..pokaila....nanti gi ofis...tiap2 ari mkn roti...kesian..kesian.....hihi....

dan dgn ini...

PENGHARGAAN

ini diberikan kpd

AWK....

hahaha...name xnk bgtau.....crla sndr...

kerane jase bakti yg xt'hingge(jase apenye?????)

m'galakkan sy menulis ini blog...

supaye sy tidak bosan....

hahaha..tetibe je nk bg penghargaan yg agak poyo....

sesuatu yg berharga

gmbr kt ofis td...

mengantuknye ari ni.......nyum...nyum.....hehhehe......

sykan.......ade sesuatu yg sgt2 bes....

sesuatu ni....adela bende....

hmm....sy sygggggggggggg sgt2 ngn die ni.....

bende ni kan.....segale2nye utk sy....

tanpenye......sy mesti tercari-cari.....

mesti...rindu-rinduan....

bende ni kan...mempunyai pelbagai2 function...

hebat...tu yg syg sgt kat die ni....

diela penawar duke lare...

diela peneman tdo sy....

diela harte sy....

bg sy...tanpenye x lengkapla hidup sy....

bg org len.....segale ketensionan mesti hilang kalo bersame dgnnye....

diela...bank sy.....

bkn bank utk simpan duit....

tp bank utk simpan brg....kan sy kate die multifunction....

bende nila....tmpt sy simpan hp....duit.....dan ape2la yg sy berkenan nk simpan...

huhu...hebat.....hebat i'll tell u....

dh lame sy hidup bersamenye...

mmg dh lame....

time sy tdo....time sy bc buku...tgk tv....bosan.....dlm kete....

mesti ade die....multifunction sungguh...

nak tau x ape die?

sy btol2 syg die....

inila.....inila die......inila........

persembahkan......

bantal wangi....

sy suke cium die...

hmmm...i like....hahhaa...

sy ade satu cite....

ade sorg laki tu...ngn prmpn tu..

msg2 ade bf ngn gf....

tp diorg b'due ni...

suke tgkp gmbr berdue....

menympah btol tgk....dhla berdue...berlage bahu plak tu....

menympah..menympah...menympah....

x jage hati psgn diorg langsung.....

x suke...x suke...x suke...

nk je srh gf laki tu...ngn bf permpn tu

tngkp gmbr ngn laki n prmpn lain...

siap pegang tangan lagi....br padan muke diorg berdue tu....

jgn cabar sy!!!....

jangan baca...

WARNING!!!

jangan bace.....jangan.....jangan bace.....

entry kali ni akan membuatkan anda tension.....

1st....

sy.......sy.........sy.......

2nd....
sy xde mood lg.....sume keje sy xleh nk buat....sy x kuat...huhu....
ntahla......sy......sy x suke....sy jeles.....sy jd mls nk memblog.......

3rd....

sy jeles....sy rase.....sy rase jeles...

4th....

sy x suke awak....hahahhaa.....lawak2....

5th...

sy nk nangis....

6th...

bye....

kan dh kate jgn bace....