Saturday, October 27, 2012

Perspective of my life

Since everyone hv been busy eating meat...i wish all of u Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha..
This year...i don't really feel to celebrate my raya...at this time i was laying on bed thinking about a few thing that i shoudn't hv to think!
You hv something on your mind but scared to imagine if it can be true....it made me think the reality of life...
I was like someone watching a korean drama...or drama of life...it's like.....i was seating/standing in one place and the movie of life keep moving and playing...then ending in their own way...but then another story play infront of my eyes and keep playing until the end...and i?..still standing there....without going anywhere...how sad you're....no life...no improvement...nothing special....and inside your heart...you're waiting for good news...good improvement....without doing anything!...or maybe you hv done everything on your way...but still...N.O.T.H.I.N.G...
what can i do next??..Pasrah?...
i was so tired...i want to hv a rest...but don't know where can i go...i hv no money...so...that's why...i just like someone watching a drama of life!!...just like a 'tunggul kayu'...so tired....

***hmm...sedapnya bau daging goreng~

Sunday, October 07, 2012

Jealous...

Assalamualaikum & Good morning everyone...hopefully all of u in a good mood...
yeay...today is sunday...but hey...u know....i'm pretending to be happy...i don't like sunday because tomorrow will be monday....but i love sundae...nyum...nyum...haha...
hmm...i wonder what should i do today...i'm not in the mood to watch korean drama...or japanese...
so.. for now...i just browse around...looking at d internet...facebook..twitter...updating all friends activity...in their new life....waa...straight to the point...i was jealous...
sad...but i keep thinking that it's not my time yet...maybe one day..people will be jealous at me too...
hmm...actually...it's not my intention...i just want to be happy with everyone...the're all happy...& i'm happy...;-)
so please people....pray for my happiness too....

*it's just this thing that we should remember...."Bersyukurla dengan apa yang kita ada juga adalah kebahagiaan"...